Dear Nian (A poem for a precious girl)

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Sometimes, it's difficult to prove that you love somebody because of the many constraints or hurdles in life.  Limitations set by time, by status, or by a person's capabilities. It is even harder when the involved person is a child. 

Children only knows black and white, they don't recognize a gray area. They only feel either love or neglect. It's difficult for them to understand certain circumstances that sometimes prevents us adults to show them our love.  But as they grow into adulthood, they ease into it. Sometimes they learn to understand and take it as it is. However, there are also times when they fail to see the love and focus only on the pain of unfulfilled longing for affection.

Random Thoughts 8: Dilemma

Just when you thought everything is already perfect, something more fun and exciting comes along. Now, you're in a dilemma whether to stay in that perfectly nice and safe state or, hop in on a risky but fun and exciting ride to somewhere unknown.

The only question is, "Is it worth the risk?"

Random Thoughts 7: On Being Happy

Life may not be all good and rosy, but we can choose to be happy.
You may not have the fairytale love story you've been dreaming of but hey! you have a love life, at least. Not all people do, so make the best of it. Give it your damnest best shot! ;)

Random Thoughts 6: Missing Things

Sometimes you wouldn't know what you've been missing until you feel or experience it again. That moment when you realize you have already forgotten how wonderful it feels. And then you ask yourself, "Why oh why am I depriving myself of this again?"

Falling Out of Love

We all know what is falling in love or how it feels, at least most people do. But what about falling out of love? How do we know that we are falling out of love? What are the tell-tale signs, if there are any?

I once answered an "Are You Falling Out of Love Quiz". There were 20 questions answerable by Yes, No and Somewhat. The quiz briefly explains falling out of love before the questions:

Circuit Breaker

(A Poem of a teenage girl's first intimate moment)

He touched my arm
And electricity flowed
He gripped my hand 
Then walked and I followed

Making Time for Friends

Some people tend to neglect their friends when they are in a relationship. They don't go out with them anymore and limit their worlds to their partner. But when the relationship goes sour or fails, they seek their friends out and find comfort in them.

Random Thoughts 5: Special Bond

What is this thing that connects us to some people? That for some reason we feel a strong connection with them even if we have only just met. Or we have only been together a few times.  For a lack of a better term I'd just call it "Special Bond". 

Random Thoughts 4: Fascination with First Love

A lot of people seem to be fascinated with the concept of First Love. I admit that I am. Until now, I still wonder where my first love is and how it would be nice to see him before I settle down.  Not that it would matter now, but I guess I am just curious how we would both react. What it would be like, you know. Would there be a spark? A shot or pinch to the heart? Would my heart skip a beat? That sort of stuff.

Silent Desperation

(A Poem)

I wish I could say
What I really feel
I wish I could understand
Coz it is vague still

Couldn't find the words
To exactly describe it
Couldn't find the voice
To let it out with

Dormant

That is one way to describe my absence in this blog site.  It has been what? Four months since my last post? I didn't even have anything for Christmas, New Year, and VALENTINES!!! What is wrong with me???

Well, nothing serious really.  Just got caught up in this so-called real life. Holidays, sickness, death and now organizing a wedding! Yes, I do event organization and hosting sometimes. For special friends.

Anyway, I'm hoping to come back to blog life. After all, even volcanoes dormant for hundreds of years still come back to life, right? ;)