Friday, May 08, 2015

Hello, Old Friend...

Hello, Old Friend...

It has been a while since I last posted here. I have been too busy...too preoccupied...and at times too happy to write anything. I guess what they say is true, that the sweetest songs are always the saddest. That one could only write beautifully when they are sad. I'm not saying that I do write beautifully. I guess what I'm saying is that one only feels that aching feeling to pour their hearts out and write when they are very sad.

So here I am...saying hello to you, Sadness, My Old Friend.  I'm a low point again. Oh well, that's life. There are highs and lows. And when you are at your lowest, you babble about things. Things no one could understand most of the time. That even you don't even understand the point at times. And that's where I am right now. At a point, wherein I just put pen to paper so to speak and I really have no idea where my trackless train of thought is taking me.

My eyes are heavy from crying from watching The Fault in Our Stars and somehow feeling pity for myself. I just found myself agreeing with Hazel Grace, "it's just not fair". I'm not dying, or sick, or anything but life, really is just not fair...