26 April 2009
18:31
Just keep swimming, swimming
Until I get to the bottom of it
And soon I’ll be swimming up
Or so I hope, despite all of it.
Sunday, April 26, 2009
A Cry for Help
26 April 2009
13:31
I used to believe that dreams and wishes come true
Until I thoughtlessly fell in love with you
Now all I see is black and white
And found myself on the wrong side of right
13:31
I used to believe that dreams and wishes come true
Until I thoughtlessly fell in love with you
Now all I see is black and white
And found myself on the wrong side of right
Friday, April 10, 2009
RANDOM THOUGHTS 3
04.08.07
12.46
• When I look into your eyes, my heart is torn between bliss and sorrow. My mind is racing with incoherent thoughts that make me cry because they all voice one thing--here's a man whom I love so dearly and who loves me dearly in return but will never ever be mine.
12.46
• When I look into your eyes, my heart is torn between bliss and sorrow. My mind is racing with incoherent thoughts that make me cry because they all voice one thing--here's a man whom I love so dearly and who loves me dearly in return but will never ever be mine.
RANDOM THOUGHTS 2
03.13.07
1.37
• I am a double-edged sword. You will love me, and you will hate me. Your choice--take me or leave me.
03.13.07
23.18
• At the end, I want to be able to stand on top of the rubles of my heart; and not lie crumbled with it.
03.14.07
16.59
• My heart is full of guilt and doubts. It is afraid to love you more...to love you too much.
1.37
• I am a double-edged sword. You will love me, and you will hate me. Your choice--take me or leave me.
03.13.07
23.18
• At the end, I want to be able to stand on top of the rubles of my heart; and not lie crumbled with it.
03.14.07
16.59
• My heart is full of guilt and doubts. It is afraid to love you more...to love you too much.
RANDOM THOUGHTS 1
01.02.07
• Haven't you noticed how easier it is to make people cry than to make them laugh? It's because most people are eternally sad and only momentarily happy. Only a handful are truly happy.
• To my Love: "You only meant to save her but you failed to realize that she also needed to heal her wounds alone."
• Haven't you noticed how easier it is to make people cry than to make them laugh? It's because most people are eternally sad and only momentarily happy. Only a handful are truly happy.
• To my Love: "You only meant to save her but you failed to realize that she also needed to heal her wounds alone."
Letters from a Young Mistress
2nd Letter
22 Mar. 2006
Wed., 20.15
Baby,
Am I upset? No. Unfriendly? I don't think so. That's how you reply sometimes. So I didn't think you'd mind if i do the same. I did it now coz I'm not feeling well. It's the first day of my period and I can't wait to get home, lie down and prop my feet up.
22 Mar. 2006
Wed., 20.15
Baby,
Am I upset? No. Unfriendly? I don't think so. That's how you reply sometimes. So I didn't think you'd mind if i do the same. I did it now coz I'm not feeling well. It's the first day of my period and I can't wait to get home, lie down and prop my feet up.
Letters from a Young Mistress
20 March 2006
Monday, 22.46
Dear Baby,
I know we still have way more than halfway to go through our relationship. And I am holding on to it with my dear life. I exert all the strength that I have, summon all the courage that I could, to bear the heartache and endure all the pain. But it is sad to say that I feel my strength and courage is already failing. Seems my ailing heart can't bear another pain or guilt. We should not be together. You have a wife, you have two wonderful kids....you have a family. And everytime you talk about anything that you do together, my heart breaks into thousand pieces. I am not jealous as you tell me you're just staying for the kids and I know that you love them dearly. I don't think it's jealousy. It's more of an unwelcome feeling. I feel like there's no room for me in your life. And I fear that there will never be. Everyday, I am gripped by that fear. Every night, I silently pray to God for more strength to carry on. Ironic because I know that what we have is wrong. But only God can help me. Every moment that I am alone, I cry.
Monday, 22.46
Dear Baby,
I know we still have way more than halfway to go through our relationship. And I am holding on to it with my dear life. I exert all the strength that I have, summon all the courage that I could, to bear the heartache and endure all the pain. But it is sad to say that I feel my strength and courage is already failing. Seems my ailing heart can't bear another pain or guilt. We should not be together. You have a wife, you have two wonderful kids....you have a family. And everytime you talk about anything that you do together, my heart breaks into thousand pieces. I am not jealous as you tell me you're just staying for the kids and I know that you love them dearly. I don't think it's jealousy. It's more of an unwelcome feeling. I feel like there's no room for me in your life. And I fear that there will never be. Everyday, I am gripped by that fear. Every night, I silently pray to God for more strength to carry on. Ironic because I know that what we have is wrong. But only God can help me. Every moment that I am alone, I cry.
Trystings
30 November 2008
0145
Why must we hide
and must not confide
the feelings inside
and just be alive
0145
Why must we hide
and must not confide
the feelings inside
and just be alive
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