Four Days of Goodbye

03.13.10
18.37


Day 1

He appeared one Monday afternoon
Without warning, without being fetched
Suddenly everything is in tune
Bittersweet happiness so perfectly sketched

Swimming Against the Tide

26 April 2009
18:31

Just keep swimming, swimming
Until I get to the bottom of it
And soon I’ll be swimming up
Or so I hope, despite all of it.

A Cry for Help

26 April 2009
13:31

I used to believe that dreams and wishes come true
Until I thoughtlessly fell in love with you
Now all I see is black and white
And found myself on the wrong side of right

RANDOM THOUGHTS 3

04.08.07
12.46

• When I look into your eyes, my heart is torn between bliss and sorrow. My mind is racing with incoherent thoughts that make me cry because they all voice one thing--here's a man whom I love so dearly and who loves me dearly in return but will never ever be mine.

RANDOM THOUGHTS 2

03.13.07
1.37

• I am a double-edged sword. You will love me, and you will hate me. Your choice--take me or leave me.

03.13.07
23.18

• At the end, I want to be able to stand on top of the rubles of my heart; and not lie crumbled with it.

03.14.07
16.59

• My heart is full of guilt and doubts. It is afraid to love you more...to love you too much.